untitled playlist

It’s been a while since I’ve posted any music.

Favorite band:  Doves.


Kanye West – Stronger  (Graduation)

Air – Le voyage de Pénélope  (Moon Safari)

The Flaming Lips – Are You a Hypnotist??  (Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots)

September – Cry for You (Jackal Remix Long)  (Cry for You – EP)

Ratatat – Nostrand  (Classics)

Doves – One of These Days  (Some Cities)

Dr. Dog – That Old Black Hole  (Be the Void)

Cold War Kids – I’ve Seen Enough  (Loyalty to Loyalty)



to understand

I write in this blog and read from it.  Occasionally other people read it too.  It’s where I seem to be sometimes.  Not a lot of information.

Why do I do it?  I wanted to express myself as a woman, to exist and write something non-technical.  It’s a notebook, and I’m trying to understand.


What would I say today?  That you’ll never understand trans people?  Because I really want to say that.  Because I think it’s true.

But I want you to understand, because I don’t want to be alone;


It’s like any other kind of life, only without clearly defined relationships.

It’s like meeting other trans people and misgendering yourself “because you don’t want to be an asshole.”

It’s knowing that anything is possible.


But all I can really say is this:  If someone tells you they’re a gender – a different gender – believe them.  Believe them with all of your heart and know it is true.  Then you’ll understand.